There is this idea in life that we need to feel ready to do certain things like writing a test, having a conversation, or trying something new. Eventually we get to this place where we understand that we never really are ready. What happens instead is that we learn to trust ourselves.
I haven't posted in a while. I've sort of been off in my own world for the last little bit. But, I know it's a full moon and I absolutely wanted to get some messages out for you. So here we are!
With Spring Equinox right around the corner, I figured it was time for some tarot messages. I didn't get the opportunity to do a video this time, so here they are on the blog. The decks I used are The Wizard's Tarot by Corrine Kenner, The Gilded Reverie Lenormand Expanded Edition by Ciro Marchetti, The Wisdom of the Hidden Realms Oracle by Colette Baron-Reid, The Moonology Oracle by Yasmin Boland and The Butterfly Oracle Cards for Life Changes by Doreen Virtue.
As a child, I was extremely shy and quiet. I didn't speak up for myself. I didn't argue with anyone. I went along with everything and everyone around me. I was born like that. It wasn't anything that was taught to me. I had all of those Cancer sign traits that people talk about. If I were to read a description of what a person born under the sign of Cancer is like, that description would perfectly fit me as a child. That's who I was.
When we talk about manifesting anything, we hear the same phrases and ideas being tossed around. It's this idea that if I ask for what I want and I believe I can have it, that it will come. That is true. On a really basic level, that is true. But for anybody that's ever struggled with manifesting anything, we know there's more to it.
We get told often we're supposed to have boundaries. Sometimes, depending on our life experience, we start off with very poor boundaries and move to very solid, unbreakable boundaries. Frequently this happens because of pain and trauma. The weaker boundaries let in people that probably shouldn't have been let in. The response to the trauma is to create stronger boundaries that keep everybody out. Where's the middle? To access this post, please purchase a subscription
I thought it might be good to get some healing messages from spirit today. We've had some solar activity and just come through a powerful full moon. Change is happening on every level for many people. Hopefully, these messages resonate with you. If you need more information or would like a personal reading, they are available here.
There are so many stories from my life that I can share with you. I want to use the blog to share some of them with you, like the one I'm going to share today. I want it to be clear upfront that I'm not sharing a sob story. I'm not blaming anybody for my experience. I don't want you to feel sorry for me. This is my life. It's experience. It's my story. I lived it for a reason. Nothing in life is random. While I'm happy to share these things with you, I'm struggling to find the balance between sharing with you and re-victimizing myself. Please forgive me if this comes across that way. It is not the intent nor is it the purpose. Thanks in advance for reading my story.