There are a number of spiritual truths that we learn over time on this path. They are mostly idealistic ways of being because the human simply isn't capable of living fully within them while remaining engaged in society. No matter how good they get in one way or another, there will always be something to work on.
This week has been a struggle, well Tuesday until now has been a struggle, Monday was okay. Sometimes the ideas aren't there. Sometimes the outside world kicks in. Sometimes problems, issues, and other things come up. Sometimes we're just distracted. That's been me the last couple of days.