happens instead is, you're shown what you believe the majority of the time, but then every once in a while, something different will sneak through to show you that something different is possible. It happens that way so you don't think you're crazy
nowing and just did whatever the heck I wanted anyway. Now that I have access to this thing called clarity, and this is particularly true in my work, I want to know all the answers before I do it. I haven't fully accepted this concept of being both teacher and student simultaneously.