I have to leap and the avoidance is real. Can you tell from my last paragraph? It's time to say goodbye to this old cycle. I've hung onto it long enough. 2022 will be completely new territory for me. A big chunk of it is just going to be watching things happen around me. It's not that I won't be busy writing and doing my thing, but there are a lot of things that will be happening that will be out of my control. I asked for this crazy mess, so I might as well get out of my own way and allow it.