world. In case I haven't said it enough, you can't fix the outside world. Strop trying! Just let it spin. Let it sort itself out. How do you do that? Get control over your thinking around what you perceive to be a problem.
Please have a listen or watch the video. This is my life. It’s what I am lived and it’s why I’m here now.
or me right now. If I'm not that and if I don't have to exist in such a way that I need to tiptoe around that, what does that look like? Who am I then?
nowing and just did whatever the heck I wanted anyway. Now that I have access to this thing called clarity, and this is particularly true in my work, I want to know all the answers before I do it. I haven't fully accepted this concept of being both teacher and student simultaneously.
Let’s talk about emotions today. There are two ways to listen: YouTube or via SoundCloud. Both links are below! SoundCloud
When we live life by committee it means we’re taking on other people’s opinions and doing what they want us to do. We’re trying to make them happy, so it seems really well-intentioned, but it usually ends up with us being miserable. It can become a form of self-sabotage where we never allow ourselves to meet our own needs because we’re always focused on what other people want. For the purposes of this blog, I’m going to assume that other people are generally well-intentioned and are not trying to cause us pain or sabotage us in any way. They are trying to help us and maybe protect us from experiencing more pain, but are likely having the opposite effect. How do we deal with this? What do we do? First and foremost we need to recognize that other people are projecting their own pain through their opinions of our actions. You’re wanting to do something that maybe they regret not doing in their own life, maybe they don’t have the power to do for themselves yet or you’re simply triggering a memory for them that they don’t like. Whatever the reason, our actions are causing them pain that they are trying to get control of by trying to control us. Secondly, understand that this is all an unconscious response to the outside world. That’s not to say that people don’t do this intentionally to hurt others because that does happen, but we’re staying out of that here. We’re focusing on the unconscious projection of pain through trying to control the actions of others, and our response to that. I lived for many years trying to make others happy and not only did I fail miserably in that regard, but I also succeeded in making myself miserable. I couldn’t ultimately make other people happy. Nothing I did was ever quite right or good enough for those people. It comes down to the idea that happiness is an inside job. When we look for happiness outside of ourselves, especially through other people, the happiness will only ever be temporary. It is impossible to make others happy for any length of time because we’re not in their heads or their bodies. It is impossible for us to know what they need or expect every second of every day. We can’t possibly keep up to their expectations. We will fail every time and the other person will continue to be disappointed every time. What that means is we need to let other people be responsible for their own happiness. That’s not easy because it requires us to get okay with disappointing them. They aren’t going to like what we’re going to do. We can choose to be miserable so they can be okay or we can choose to be okay and allow them to be miserable. Those are the options. Those aren’t easy choices. Awareness can help. Recognize that our actions are triggering other people. It doesn’t matter why they are being triggered, they…
messages or trauma. We get taught that we don't make good choices. We get taught that we are unreliable or not good enough. Through those messages, we stop trusting ourselves because nobody around us trusts us, so we don't either. That's where it starts. What we learn later in life is that those messages aren't true. They are coming from wounded people that probably don't trust themselves either.
can release it. If you never catch a fish you have nothing to release. If you never accept the event, you can't release the pain.
hat didn't work out quite right. It reminds us of that time that person told us we couldn't do it or weren't good enough